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***FATHER'S DAY*** Cant help but wonder IF?
What if you never had molested me,
How would I feel about you on this day?
Cant help but wonder if you thought about
how you would change the meaning of this day,
ON the day you chose to molest me?
As I sit here in TEARS and wonder
how it feels for the other Fathers
and Daughters who Celebrate this day
together in Love and Respect for each other.
I wonder if they are shedding TEARS too today?
But are they TEARS of joy,happiness and love for each other?
Or are they like my TEARS of Sadness,and Pain,
Tears for all my loss,all you stole from me.
I cant help but wonder if?
IF your moment of perveted pleasure was truly
Worth this LOSS to you?
Yes Daddy I have given you cards on this day,
and as I grew older I also gave you gifts on this DAY.
But they were givin out of Expectation from your good
little girl,not from the true understanding of the meaning
of this special day.
You stole that away too,
On that day you chose to molest me.
I cant help but Wonder IF?
IF you sit there today,
Waiting for the card or the call from me,
That will never come.
I cant play the game anymore Daddy,
And I wonder if you truly can?
Was it worth it? To lose control of
your perveted urges?To lose all that today
should stand for?
And I sit here in TEARS and wonder if
You thought about how much more you would lose,
On the day you came to my home 5years ago and
Chose to molest my Daughter?
Did you not take enough from me?
And I wonder on both those days,her's and mine,
How you did not see,you took away all chances of
ever feeling or Knowing the true meaning behind this day.
or any other days of the year.
I wonder if it was worth it Daddy?
Do you sit there and cry?
And do you wonder what if?
Guess in the end it does'nt matter.
Youve sealed your faith of never Knowing
What if? sealed it Forever.
The day you took from ME and from my little
Girl,You lost me and your grandauther's
innoncent love
for You.
So as I sit here in tears Daddy,
Not for your loss
But for mine and my childrens,
I cant help but wonder what if?
If you would of only took a moment to wonder
yourself what if? before you chose to act out your
perveted thoughts,what if you had'nt chose to act out?
How would today be for the both of us?
would I be with you? Shedding these TEARS?
Would they be Tears of Joy as I watched you play
with your Grandchildren?
But I will never Know DADDY,And neither will YOU,
not today or on any other FATHER'S DAY.Or any DAY
of the year. moon/linda
©
moon~~~
1999
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